The stereotype that Asians are generally good at maths and/or
science is an image that comes along with being Asian and something that I
challenged during my final years of high school. Until year 10, maths and science
is a part of the compulsory curriculum and the subjects that I dreaded each
lesson but something that I couldn’t escape. Each passing year my results would
get worse and I found myself in the bottom ranked class in both subjects. Interestingly,
at least half of the class was made up of girls very similar to me- Asians. I
remember my Australian and European friends would always make comments like “What
are all you Asians doing in here?” or “Isn’t maths your second language?”
As soon as I progressed into our final senior years, I took
up subjects that did not involve numbers or the periodic table. When I was
asked my final subjects, I would answer English, History Extension, Modern
History, Ancient History and Studies of Religion and the immediate response
would be, “they aren’t very Asian subjects!” or “they are such low scaling
subjects”. My parents doubted my decisions and when I complained about the
countless essays, they would always say, “you wouldn’t be complaining if you
listened to me when I told you to take up maths!”.
Throughout my final year in high school, the reality of my
subject choice became such a burden to the point that I felt pressured to
perform exceptionally better than most of the other girls as I had to ‘make up’
for not choosing the subjects I was expected to choose.
This whole matter made me wonder, how did Asians become
associated with being good at maths? Why is it that generally all Asians are
expected to excel with things related to formulas and numbers? The only reason
that I could possibly think of was the fact that we weren’t “white-Australians”
and the misconception that for all of us, English is our second language?
Similarly to me, my best friend, an Australian born Chinese
also dropped maths and science but obtained exceptional results in English all
throughout year 12. Coming from a background where both her parents spoke very
limited English and never receiving any form of English tutoring outside of
school , she was one of the 3 ‘non-white’ students topping the grade. Close
friends that came from a non-Asian background always seemed to be amazed that
considering her background she would be performing so well. How could an Asian
be doing so well in English? It didn’t make sense to a lot of people…
However, eventually I realised that stereotypes shouldn’t
define who I am or anyone else based on their culture or my physical
appearance. If I was to follow what everyone expected or wanted me to do, then
I believe that I wouldn’t have been able to achieve the results I received. I
strongly believe that stereotypes aren’t made to be permanent but rather a
factor that can be challenged and changed.
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